Sometimes when I get bored, I go to old discord servers from back when I was 13-14 and everytime before I look I wonder, "Have I really matured or grown much since then?" And I'd look at my stupid offensive jokes and lame "art" in my personal channel and go "Ok yeah I have." Not to say it was all bad back then, my will to create shit was interestingly strong despite me not being good at drawing at all. I dont talk to these randoms anymore but they were really nice and never made me feel like I couldn't become someone of value so I thank them greatly for that. And (fnf warning) I thank the funkin devs for being the sole reason I wanted to create in the first place. I would be doing nothing but playing siege all day or some shit if it wasnt for them. And even tho my old art was cringe and shitty, I still see the unmatched charm in the aggies me and my best friend (who I still talk to and love greatly to this day) would do for hours at a time. Gonna try to ease out of the funkin art soon (no offense dave!) and expand my horizons after I finish up a couple things. Thats about all, just spewin my bulllshit